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"The Resume Dilemma: Navigating Past and Present"

Mar 11, 2024 - 10:38amSummary: The speaker is reflecting on the outdated nature of their resume and the challenges of representing their skills and experiences in a traditional format. They express frustration with the limitations of a resume and their discomfort with the idea of being evaluated and graded. The process of creating a new resume feels stressful and daunting, as they grapple with the disconnect between their past experiences and their current capabilities. Overall, the speaker finds resumes to be a strange and inadequate tool for conveying their abilities and identity.

Transcript: So the time has come that I'm applying to jobs and there's like a slot for a resume and I'm like I think I have a resume somewhere. I open it up and it turns out it's a little out of date. I wrote it when I was still at Vigilant. Yeah the thing is like three years old, maybe longer, maybe older. It's very out of date. It's really interesting to see it because it's coming from a place, a time where I think I was still trying to be legible to organizations and companies in a certain way. I'm a founding backend engineer, experienced in XYZ. You know then several years of stuff later like that's it's no longer actually descriptive of the way I like to build and what I like to build. I even want to be seen by an organization. That's just interesting. I think it's like opening this old artifact and seeing that quite a bit has changed in the way that I like to operate and work and simultaneously I'm frustrated by the idea of a resume at all and it's completely not enough to actually encapsulate all the things that I am capable of and excited about and experienced with. And there's like quite a big question of how to even sum up the last three years of my life with all the projects and experiments with relational and little side projects with friends. I kept learning shit. I kept shipping stuff but there's not exactly an official like tech lead, manager type as a reference. I have no doubt that I have references and don't have positive things to say about working with me but I've been in quite a few non-hierarchical organizations for a while and just the concept of someone who is like checking boxes off as I was doing my work and scoring me and grading me is just kind of alien and I think it's giving me some anxiety to be working on this artifact in a way that sort of feels like I'm going back into that world. I might not be but it does feel like that. So yeah, I'm feeling all sorts of weird from that. For some reason generating this doc just feels stressful and a bit scary. I don't think there's any reason for that necessarily. But it's like this thing that represents me and my time and I think I have like a lot of expectations about what it should look like by now. My age and experience level and half the shit on here doesn't exist anymore or it's been bought and torn apart by some other company or just evaporated into nothingness. It's just like a document full of references to past things that don't even exist anymore and apparently that's supposed to help me get into building something new. I don't know. It's just like the whole proposition here kind of feels weird. So that's it's kind of the set of things there. Resumes are weird.

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